by Daniel | May 29, 2025 | Blog
There are some beliefs we carry that don’t feel like thoughts—they feel like survival.For much of my life, I believed that if I was happy, I was betraying the truth of what had been done to me. That if I found peace, I was letting my abusers go unpunished. That if I...
by Daniel | Apr 7, 2025 | Blog
So woohoo, I’ve done it, the two main interviews (Part 1 and Part 2), and as big as that if not bigger, the release of footage of body memories from my first two (of three) MDMA treatments… have been released!Before doing so so much fear and anxiety was stirred, now...
by Daniel | Mar 26, 2025 | Blog
I relived this when I relived the first time I was raped, about four years ago now… I wont say here what was being done to me, but I know from a smell that I gave off during the reliving that I was young enough to smell like a baby… At some point during the horror of...
by Daniel | Mar 22, 2025 | Blog
I’m currently processing/editing/viewing the two videos from my two part interview about surviving CSA and SRA. (Part 1 is about my background, history, and the recovery of my memories – my story of abuse. Part 2 is about my descent into psychosis, my eventual...
by Daniel | Jan 25, 2025 | Blog
So it’s been a journey this process of forgiveness, not easy. But it feels worthwhile… prompted initially among other things; therapy and a spirituality group where I learned that according to God, it is a sin to not forgive. While I’m not a strict...
