The golden ones

The golden ones

I relived this when I relived the first time I was raped, about four years ago now… I wont say here what was being done to me, but I know from a smell that I gave off during the reliving that I was young enough to smell like a baby… At some point during the horror of...
The fear I feel in preparation of releasing my interview

The fear I feel in preparation of releasing my interview

I’m currently processing/editing/viewing the two videos from my two part interview about surviving CSA and SRA. (Part 1 is about my background, history, and the recovery of my memories – my story of abuse. Part 2 is about my descent into psychosis, my eventual...
Forgiveness part deux

Forgiveness part deux

So it’s been a journey this process of forgiveness, not easy. But it feels worthwhile… prompted initially among other things; therapy and a spirituality group where I learned that according to God, it is a sin to not forgive. While I’m not a strict...
We all have a duty to HEAL

We all have a duty to HEAL

What was done to us is not our fault, no child is to blame for suffering such evil, despite what our abusers might say. So we are not to blame, a child is the most innocent thing in all the world, and so incredibly dependant upon their caregivers. But  as we grow...