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Forgiveness
I've been practising forgiveness, here is what I have learned/ practised so far. 1/ its a choice not a feeling, you choose to forgive, you follow the process and so are eventually are liberated by it. 2/ God commands us to forgive, not forgiving is a 'sin' or missing...
#9 The dam/ the dark moon
WARNING: Upsetting and unsettling content, read at your own risk.Please read #1-8 before reading this. So the other posts, to be honest haven’t felt as if they took courage to post, although admittedly – afterwards I was often paralysed by anxiety… the posting itself...
#8 The threat, the practice of disassociation and how to respond as a support figure
THE THREATLets assume for now, that as my critics may say, that I am doing all of this for attention, that I have made it up, or suffer from a confused or broken mind, that I am in need of medication – or even being locked up… Lets assume that my story is not true and...
#7 Coming out of the closet (not that closet)
(For further context on how I arrived here, please read #1-6 BEFORE reading this post) WARNING: upsetting/disturbing post. Read at your own risk! Well holy moley… Where to start with this one…. I guess I want to pre-frame that for THIS post: ALL is welcome. It...
#6 Creation Myth
The Creator, like a golden sun, so immense and so beyond the capacity for the human mind to comprehend (He could only be felt), created everything in his realm, for it was his nature. He inhabited everything, he is the space between the molecules and atoms, he is...
#5 The lake and the dam
So this IS a challenge, HOW to share some of what has happened in the last 8 days, when so much of it moves into uncharted terrain for so many, that will bump up against peoples level of understanding, that pushes against the systemic limitations of the culture in...
#4 The River
For the last six or seven weeks, it is as if I have been in a river. This began as a door, long forcibly closed, and for good reason, opened half way… and thus I fell into a shallow, rocky stream. This shallow stream lasted for around five weeks, I intensely relived...
#3 Trauma and it’s impression
I am learning many things about trauma these days, and I already considered myself pretty well educated on the topic. Both from theory, and from significant practice and experience. I am learning how incredibly deep, the imprint of a traumatic experience is stamped in...
#2 The eye of the storm
The eye of the stormSwirls and buffsBroken fragments of mindReform Windows and doors are sealedThe building evacuatedTo contain itAnd keep other things out As unfoldingRememberingFeelingReturns Some things must be done aloneYet I am not really aloneShe is with meAnd...