by Daniel | Mar 26, 2025 | Blog
I relived this when I relived the first time I was raped, about four years ago now… I wont say here what was being done to me, but I know from a smell that I gave off during the reliving that I was young enough to smell like a baby… At some point during the horror of...
by Daniel | Mar 22, 2025 | Blog
I’m currently processing/editing/viewing the two videos from my two part interview about surviving CSA and SRA. (Part 1 is about my background, history, and the recovery of my memories – my story of abuse. Part 2 is about my descent into psychosis, my eventual...
by Daniel | Jan 25, 2025 | Blog
So it’s been a journey this process of forgiveness, not easy. But it feels worthwhile… prompted initially among other things; therapy and a spirituality group where I learned that according to God, it is a sin to not forgive. While I’m not a strict...
by Daniel | Dec 14, 2024 | Blog
What was done to us is not our fault, no child is to blame for suffering such evil, despite what our abusers might say. So we are not to blame, a child is the most innocent thing in all the world, and so incredibly dependant upon their caregivers. But as we grow...
by Daniel | Dec 14, 2024 | Blog
Some who have suffered CSA/SRA don’t feel themselves to be a survivor, sometimes because they are barely surviving, because their life is a mess, because they want to self delete, because they can’t bear to go on, or feel overwhelmed with self disgust and...
by Daniel | Dec 14, 2024 | Blog
CSA is the most terrible evil it is possible to suffer. The combination of perceived physical threat, forced and coerced sexual conduct, overwhelming power differentials and the pure innocence of a child marks just how SEVERELY evil such abuse is. If you imagine the...
