by Daniel | Sep 23, 2025 | Blog
Over a decade ago I was doing a lot of myth work, and part of that resulted in me having incredibly vivid dreams for an extended period of a few months, here are a couple of note that refer to my demons… DREAM 1: abomination I remember being in an underworld...
by Daniel | May 29, 2025 | Blog
There are some beliefs we carry that don’t feel like thoughts—they feel like survival.For much of my life, I believed that if I was happy, I was betraying the truth of what had been done to me. That if I found peace, I was letting my abusers go unpunished. That if I...
by Daniel | Mar 26, 2025 | Blog
I relived this when I relived the first time I was raped, about four years ago now… I wont say here what was being done to me, but I know from a smell that I gave off during the reliving that I was young enough to smell like a baby… At some point during the horror of...
by Daniel | Dec 14, 2024 | Blog
Some who have suffered CSA/SRA don’t feel themselves to be a survivor, sometimes because they are barely surviving, because their life is a mess, because they want to self delete, because they can’t bear to go on, or feel overwhelmed with self disgust and...
